Week 6

Mila is already a month and half old! How is that possible?!

I went back to work today, which was much harder than I thought it would be.  I knew it would be hard but I thought it would be okay because I was leaving Mila with Robert, but sadly, that did not make it any easier on me. I may or may not have even cried on the way to work and when I got to work (thank goodness Allison was there waiting with a hug!).  I am happy to say that, once things got rolling, work was good and it did feel good to be back (although the time draaaaaagged).  I do love my job, enjoy working and it's important to me to have a career; in addition, it's important to me that Mila see me work and know that she can do whatever she wants as well.  Robert, on the other hand, had a tough day.  He finally realizes why I was so exhausted the last two weeks when he got home from work and I had been watching Mila all day; it's not all pink clothes and baby kisses!  It didn't help either that Mila had an upset tummy today, cried for hours and didn't sleep. I think this is the first time in history Robert is actually looking forward to going to work tomorrow :)

I had my 6 week postpartum doctor's appointment today and everything looks great.  My lady parts checked out well, we discussed options for preventing near-future pregnancies and I passed the postpartum depression test with a score of 1 (the closer to 0 the better....score!)

my gramma fisher made this blanket for me and now Mila is using it <3

i found this cute newborn outfit hiding in a drawer...she almost didn't get to wear it!



Friday happy hour at Luci's



this picture cracks me up

i know these are almost the same pic BUT she's laughing in one and you can see her outfit in the other :)

 

dreaming of johnny fontana

dad dressed me!

I missed mom soooooooooooooo much when she was at work